I've never really kept a blog before, so I don't really know how to start. I guess I should just write like I would to a diary.
Well, lately has been sucking a lot. I have been kinda spiraling downwards a bit stress wise. To the point where the stress is blocked out by the depression. Which isn't really any better. And I don't really know if it's depression from stress, depression from my father's death, or depression from pain. Or maybe the pain is from the depression? I dunno, but damn, I hurt lately. I really, [i]really[/i] need to start losing some weight, because I am pretty damn sure being fat doesn't help things.
I guess I don't have a lot more to say right now. Maybe I will later. I dunno.
